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White Room

by BIG SLEEP acoustic

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    In 2008, as "BIG SLEEP acoustic", Stefan Schwerdtfeger presented his new album WHITE ROOM. It contains 16 intimate songs that are performed with acoustic guitar and voice exclusively.

    01. Anna, The Fishgirl
    02. Airplanes
    03. Stars
    04. White Room
    05. Only Song In 2000
    06. Easter
    07. Airports
    08. Travelling On Boats Through Greek Summer
    09. A Tree Or A Sky
    10. I Walked Across The Market
    11. Out Of Reach
    12. Christmas Song
    13. Cut Something Up
    14. All Alone
    15. Girl In The Park
    16. Mafeking Blues

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1.
Anna, the fish girl serves fruit and wine Outside the window a bloody sun shines She’s gonna be a lawyer, she studies in Bulgaria She’s helping her parents who run a taverna In profile she looks like a fish from the deep sea And here and there she throws a glance at me She carries her brilliant tits in a yellow pullover I imagine to touch them and shiver all over Anna, the fish girl serves fruit and wine Outside the window a bloody sun shines Anna, sweet fish girl, I’ve fallen for your movement And also my love life could use some improvement She smells like her mothers kitchen full of fishes She’s magic when she balances the glasses and the dishes She knows about money, I can see it on her lips While she carries what’ been cooked on her byzantine hips Anna, the fish girl serves fruit and wine Outside the window a bloody sun shines I’ve got these emotions that will transcend your loneliness Kiss me with your fish lips and say I’m your onliness Please come to me and touch me with your elbow To tear me from my dream where I don’t feel so well, you know Let’s take a bus and go out where the salt flies I know you’ve had enough of serving those french-fries I know you recognize me and you like fun and romance So let’s be courageous and kiss and go dance Anna, the fish girl serves fruit and wine Outside the window a bloody sun shines Anna, sweet fish girl, with the grace of a teenager And golden dyed hair and fingers wet with vinegar …
2.
Airplanes 02:29
I watch airplanes This is what I do Since you’ve Been Gone My dear Sweet Angel I’m with you all the time All the days I’m Fine And I dream of the world as it used to be As it turned and turned with summer trees All around us all for free I’ll see you in eternity I watch airplanes This is what I do Since you’ve Been Gone My dear Sweet Angel Too beautiful! Too beautiful!
3.
Stars 04:46
If I Could be beside you If I Had you Tonight The stars define you Tonight I want you Whatever am I gonna do? Whatever I may wanna do With you If I Could do without you If I Were free The wind, the sky Is blue without you And time Runs out Whatever am I gonna do? Whatever I may wanna do With you
4.
White Room 03:03
Forty years later I’m floating like paper I’m nowhere close to anywhere I knew Forty years later time has much less weight And I’m lighter than a snowflake in the blue It’s not such a long way to go From here to the places I know Now that I’m all at ease, cool as the summer trees Now that I’m holding on to none Now that I think of you in colors white and blue Now that the healing has begun Now that I’m almost at home Now that I’m not so alone I will not look for you, I will not cook for you I will not even understand I will not be aware if you were ever there Or if I ever held your hand Hold me once more in your arms Hold me once more in your arms We’ll keep in touch for a while We’ll keep in touch for a while
5.
To get out of your head To understand what’s real To see from every side To get that certain feel The mountains lose their form And in my ears it cracks The orange juice is served We’re never going back There’s a party on upstairs And a female voice says: “Yes!” I don’t know what she means I can only guess
6.
Easter 03:19
The stars are shining on the sea The songs I hear are mainly Byzantine So clear they cut the Easter sky Up here the seagulls learn to fly You have the suitcase and the brush Your hair is pretty and your lips are lush With summer songs that burn away like fire Get lost and do what you desire The wishes come like dogs with wings They shine and sparkle over everything Big waves that move like hills of gold Blue days that are too fresh to hold
7.
Airports 02:23
8.
The body of the boat is rumbling below me Dark diesel smoke above me blowing sideways Shirt sticks to my skin, it’s hot, I’m not thin A head-ache and a beer can and where am I going? Machine-like voices echoing from neighboring boats Seagulls and pale green water in the middle of nowhere In Athens, in Piraeus, in summer, in wonder What happened so far, and what after this? Got to take off my shoes, it’s been a long walk With a guitar on my back and a bag But I don’t think it’s romantic anymore Feels ill, somewhat broken, and I don’t see development Ship begins to move sideways ever so slowly See its rear glide across the buildings in the background Good-bye Piraeus, you stinky old haven Good-by Athens, your morbid old desert of heat and trash The houses get smaller now, become slush in the distance While foam rolls away from both sides of the ship Sweat chills in the hard breeze from starboard Girls throw glances, curious to meet someone Tobacco caught in the laces of my shoes Normally I don’t sit in the sun but at the moment I do What’s the thing called where smoke comes out on a boat? I see one in the distance with a long tail of smoke So many years ago I was lying on the deck Looking at the sky when the first light was coming up Between then and now many things occurred An old girl walks by in an orange t-shirt It costs 10.50 E to buy three hours of sea-glitter A sandwich costs 3.90 E so I didn’t buy one Out there light and dark blue meet, I have fun Money is a problem, I don’t care, I have none It’s hot, it’s oily, it’s fishy and salty I don’t have a cell-phone so nobody called me Greek islands in the summer haze One after the other I miss you, I miss the ones I love, I miss being whole I smoke one cigarette after the other, I’m out of control A girl walks by with “glamour” written on her ass It was printed on her thin pants, in case you were gonna ask There’s a war going on inside me and all around me The more I grow the less I know There’s another Greek island coming up behind me I could tell you where I am but I don’t think you’d find me I’d like to say “please!” and utter a wish But I have none, that’s all, everything is, I’m fine A Greek island comes up and disappears I have no cell-phone, just a plastic cup of tears Let me take a break and stop talking If I’d leave the boat it would be on water I’d be walking All the best to you and everything for love For the fish in the sea below and the universe above…
9.
I never found out why you don’t want me no more Never found out what made you cry I can’t see why you’re so through with me And it’s all so over and good-bye And every time I see a tree or a sky I think of you And every time a cloud comes floating by I think it’s you And every time a bird comes and sits on my balcony I wonder if it’s you with wild blue eyes In feathers and disguise It never made sense that you don’t love me no more Whatever you say sounds like a lie I can see that you’re in love with me But you just can’t stand the butterflies And every time I see a tree or a sky I think of you And every time a cloud comes floating by I think it’s you And when you say you love me In a deep and beautiful way Is it just because it sounds cool Or cause it makes you feel like an emotional person? And we’re all so very sad Because you’re sad And the cosmos loses faith Cause you can’t believe in it When you’re actually so safe Here in my loving arms Honey, please get happy It’s easy I never stopped dreaming that you’d want me again I never stopped thinking you’d appear There ain’t no one who could stand to be with you Except the person singing here And every time I see a tree or a sky I think of you And every time a cloud comes floating by I think it’s you And every time I wonder If you’re feeling worse than me Or if you feel at all Cause if you did Maybe you’d pick up the phone and call I can feel you thinking of me I can feel you in my sleep I can feel you thinking of me I can feel you in my sleep
10.
I walked across the market Fish were bleeding in the sun The earth was young The day was fresh Rabbits hung And sheets of flesh I walked across the market Women offered taxless goods From neighborhoods With rivers gold And woods Where herbs were sold I walked across the market Bought a burger dressed in bread Children sang And life was long Knives rang And chopped a song I walked across the market Drank a glass of ouzo The sky was blue So I was too Big deal It doesn’t matter what I feel I walked across the market The coins I owned had all been spent But on I went To see the day To blow the night away I walked across the market I had nothing else to do I watched a cat Explore a can It was fat When I approached it ran I walked across the market Fish and meat and fruit and wine I stood and saw Sun shine On meat So raw I walked across the market Drank a glass of ouzo The sky was blue So I was too Big deal It doesn’t matter what I feel …
11.
Out Of Reach 02:50
Call your number Overseas Over coast-lines Over trees Over all I Want to be Where you are now Out of reach On a door step Out of time I can see you Doing fine While the world is Breaking down In a moment Without sound No one answers Your machine No conclusions Just a dream Was it worth it? Certainly! Now there’s nothing Now we’re free
12.
Well, it’s Christmas again and the sky is so blue It’s practically empty, a void And I did the evil thing last night once more And I woke up destroyed There’s a chicken leg chilling on the balcony Left over, friend, one day old Well, the pan didn’t fit in the fridge Bout out there it’s certainly cold There’s a pain and a rage than can only be ill And I live it in silence and grace I’m waiting that they come and pick me up It can only be a matter of days Only heroes die young, I’m a painter I specialize in birds Single and determined under winter skies It’s hard to express that in words There must have been something wrong with my family But now that’s all long gone Only me I’m left blinded by sunlight Humming this summer song Woe, most of the others have already checked out But me I’m always late In abject nothingness and nothing after this I wait …
13.
Sitting in the darkness Trying to place a phone call On an imaginary phone Circling the sun I wanna cut something up I wanna be somewhere else I know it just ain’t like me But I’ve changed for you I’m dreaming of the desert On the dunes frozen glass And the snowflakes are falling On the desert made of ice I wanna cut something up Something sweet and helpless I know it just ain’t like me But I love you too much The neighbors are crying The neighbors are screaming They’re so out of touch With love and their dreams I wanna cut something up I wanna see you again I wanna be your friends I wanna do something bad to you Oh, these tender feelings Broke everything apart You will never understand You will never even notice I wanna cut something up I want a slice of the sun I wanna come to your house And give you a present There’s blood on the wall From when I was sad My nose kept exploding When I was crying I wanna cut something up I wanna hit you in the face I wanna take part in love But I’ll never come back And an ambulance will come And take me to heaven And there I’ll walk around the corner To where you used to live I wanna cut something up I wanna be reconnected To the flow of life But I just don’t care
14.
All Alone 04:11
Winter’s dragging on And it’s been so long Since I’ve been anywhere Count the stars, stars, stars All alone Nothing to do So far from home Without a clue Like the river flows It goes on and on It just rolls along And it has no meaning All alone Nothing to do So far from home Without a clue
15.
Girl in the park Barefoot in the dark Spreads out her cloth Hoping to get lost Girl under tree Making pee-pee No one around Wind makes a sound Girl on a holiday Home is far away No one takes her out Moon behind a cloud Girl in the world Dyed red hair curled Thin cream white shirt Doesn’t want to flirt Girl in the park Across the sky a spark Shooting star fades But I still hesitate Girl on holiday Her boyfriend couldn’t stay No one there to kiss Did she imagine it like this I go talk to her I’m no shock to her She knows I know Nothing will remain It’ll never be the same I’m all alone I don’t have a mobile phone And when I go to sleep I can never sleep Girl on holiday The past is blown away Nothing is secure Nothing’s ever sure And when it starts to rain She looks at me again She throws me a glance That I don’t understand
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In 2008, as "BIG SLEEP acoustic", Stefan Schwerdtfeger presented his new album WHITE ROOM. It contains 16 intimate songs that are performed with acoustic guitar and voice exclusively.

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released February 23, 2024

produced by Steve Dickins and Stefan Schwerdtfeger
all songs and performed by Stefan Schwerdtfeger
except "Mafeking Blues" (written by Nikki Sudden).

all songs recorded, mixed and mastered by Steve Dickins at "Steve's Studio" in Serres, Greece;
except 4, 5, 8, 10, 15: recorded by Jochen Suzie Mueller in Steinebach, outside of Munich, Germany

cover concept by Tine Neumann
artwork by Fotini Kariotaki
front-cover photo by Jean-Michel Perrenoud

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BIG SLEEP Athens, Greece

Singer/Songwriter Stefan Schwerdtfeger spent his childhood in the U.S.A., and later moved to Germany, from where he began his lifetime project BIG SLEEP.

BIG SLEEP's debut album EVERYTHING FALLS INTO PLACE immediately became a surprising and great success in Greece. The single "Looking For A Girl With A Washing Machine" is still being played in rock radio and rock bars alike.
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